WHAT TO DO:
waddaya do when u tell ur so called best friend tells a secret that only she knoes about, to ppl, then uses so wrongly towards u and makes u cry so much that when u go to ur friends house u wear sunglasses, and ur srtill crying as u write this but at the same time of depression ur filled with raged anger?
waddaya do when her bf, whom she told that secret to says something just as bad in regards to it and has u crying even harder?
waddaya do that because of this u wanna break up with ur bf because u want some alone time, time to think everything thru and figure things out?
waddaya do when ur bound to keeping promises because thru ur whole life uv been lied to that u dont wanna be like that so u keep all ur promises, and because of that u cant kill urself bc u promised that same friend who betrayed u that u wouldnt?
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waddaya do when u blame urself for all of this shit , and u knoe for a fact that this person is blamming u aswell, taking absolute no responsibility for it wat so ever when she was the real cause, but i have to admit that if i hadnt been so . . .grrrr . . . .and hadnt said some of the things i did then things wouldnt be as bad, but still if she hadnt been playin stupid games behind mi back then this wouldnt have even started . . .yeah happy bday to me . . .im turning 16 soon and all this shit on top of everything else is happening . . .i hate it, i hate it i hate!
waddaya do when u cant stop crying? I DONT CRY!!! ITS NOT WHO I AM!!! but that hurt and now i knoe how hannah felt and if she was still alive i would do everything in mi power to make sure she never felt that pain ever again, its worse then going thru it, and i really hate miself for sayin what i said to han, and i guess thank chantelle for showing me what han felt like and how watchin wat u say is extremly important . . .thanx for that.
OK so now its rate the friends . . . .for all of u who read this . . .wat do u think i should do with these so called friends of mine . . .and what kind of so called friends are these? id luv to hear what u have to say, and maybe itll stop the tears for a bit . .
~Prancer~
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waddaya do when u cant stop crying? I DONT CRY!!! ITS NOT WHO I AM!!! but that hurt and now i knoe how hannah felt and if she was still alive i would do everything in mi power to make sure she never felt that pain ever again, its worse then going thru it, and i really hate miself for sayin what i said to han, and i guess thank chantelle for showing me what han felt like and how watchin wat u say is extremly important . . .thanx for that.
OK so now its rate the friends . . . .for all of u who read this . . .wat do u think i should do with these so called friends of mine . . .and what kind of so called friends are these? id luv to hear what u have to say, and maybe itll stop the tears for a bit . .
~Prancer~
'SSDD'
