im at
mi gp's rite now, and im talking online to Jen-Jen, Clarence, My friend Morgan from Barrie, janelle, Nelke, Shaun, Damon, Nicole, John, Kat, Shawn, James and Rita..GO TEAM ME!!
Ok so stuff is going on...lots of it good now lol...and
semi
is in
a matter of days...AND I HAVE TO GO...onyl coz im bound
to a promise..meh *shrugs* o well could be fun (actully
should be but yea
u knoe lmao)...though im not wearing a dress, but mi
outfit should
rock (in mi mind non the less) lol.
ACK!! I got new boots and i love them...only coz
well their mine now, they're new and they got fuzzies
on the inside!! :D...ehe fuzzies!
Ya also sorry for the delay in any current/recent entries....ive
been busy...with stuff...like wallowing in self pitty,
feeling sorry for myself, school, probs w ppls, job
hunting, over reacting drama (hense the "I AM The
DRAMA QUEEN" in mi msn name) and some other things..
also trying to rekindle old candles (metaphorcially speaking...basically lost emotions, relationships
and stuff)
But then it occured to me, thanx to Travis (thank u travis)...Also..with the shit ppl say...meh i
personally dont
care, i used to then i thought, well its only High School,
the actual odds of me staying in touch with alot of
these ppls are pretty
slim, considering i dont want too, lol, alot of them
arent worth any time (to me, but to others it is
prolly totally diff) Secondly,
were all almost halfway through our senior year,
which brings to the end of our high school career
and to bigger bolder part of our life,
so why bother with all the petty immatureness going
on, i mean high school is only 4 short years in our
life, and though it may not seem like it at the
moment, it really is, i mean when we all are older,
and have jobs and are leading happy lives with
out all the "teenage trauma" and look back at high
school (heaven forbid our flash backs lol) we'll
all just sit there and laugh and just think about all
thats changed, and wonder why we did what we did
at certain times, so why bother...high school,
just like the spice girls, nano-pets,
devil sticks, polly pockets, etc. is just a phaze
in our lives we
are going through..so to everyone who is worrying
about a fight
with a friend, or bad acne, or no dates and stuff,
or not being cool enough, DONT WORRY!, theres nothing
to worry about, ots just a
phaze and the ppl u meet and things u do after high
school are to be valued, things now, well some are
good some are bad, dont dwell in the past, live
the present and thrive for the continous race to the
future!
Trust me, when you look back on this when your older
ull have
laughs and u'll wonder why u ever worried about that
pop quiz or the gossip and word vomit ppl spread...
just get over it...ppl like that, there not worth your
time and effort.
personally dont
care, i used to then i thought, well its only High School,
the actual odds of me staying in touch with alot of
these ppls are pretty
slim, considering i dont want too, lol, alot of them
arent worth any time (to me, but to others it is
prolly totally diff) Secondly,
were all almost halfway through our senior year,
which brings to the end of our high school career
and to bigger bolder part of our life,
so why bother with all the petty immatureness going
on, i mean high school is only 4 short years in our
life, and though it may not seem like it at the
moment, it really is, i mean when we all are older,
and have jobs and are leading happy lives with
out all the "teenage trauma" and look back at high
school (heaven forbid our flash backs lol) we'll
all just sit there and laugh and just think about all
thats changed, and wonder why we did what we did
at certain times, so why bother...high school,
just like the spice girls, nano-pets,
devil sticks, polly pockets, etc. is just a phaze
in our lives we
are going through..so to everyone who is worrying
about a fight
with a friend, or bad acne, or no dates and stuff,
or not being cool enough, DONT WORRY!, theres nothing
to worry about, ots just a
phaze and the ppl u meet and things u do after high
school are to be valued, things now, well some are
good some are bad, dont dwell in the past, live
the present and thrive for the continous race to the
future!
Trust me, when you look back on this when your older
ull have
laughs and u'll wonder why u ever worried about that
pop quiz or the gossip and word vomit ppl spread...
just get over it...ppl like that, there not worth your
time and effort.
Just have fun with your life right now, and treat
all your friends well, just coz u may not be friends
with them in the future doesnt
mean u arent changing their lives as we speak right
now...just
embrace live and go with the flow....and have fun...
if someone says things about you, just nod, agree and
be like, "and the point your trying to make is?"...if
you give ppl the satisfactory of getting
under your skin, their gonna keep doing it, and if
you just blow it
off and they keep doing it...then they need a better
life coz if ur
soo bad and all they can do is bad mouth you....then
wouldnt that make you some kind of ideal person in
their life or that their jealous or maybe the only
way to gain respect for their self is put you down...
i dont know but them ppls need lives...even if that
means finding and shit person...and fucking them
constantly (least then their mouths
will be busy with something other than rambling on
and bad mouthiny you..but if someone does just fuck
and bad mouth...um yea thats kinda dirty...no
offence but thats mi opinion...)
all your friends well, just coz u may not be friends
with them in the future doesnt
mean u arent changing their lives as we speak right
now...just
embrace live and go with the flow....and have fun...
if someone says things about you, just nod, agree and
be like, "and the point your trying to make is?"...if
you give ppl the satisfactory of getting
under your skin, their gonna keep doing it, and if
you just blow it
off and they keep doing it...then they need a better
life coz if ur
soo bad and all they can do is bad mouth you....then
wouldnt that make you some kind of ideal person in
their life or that their jealous or maybe the only
way to gain respect for their self is put you down...
i dont know but them ppls need lives...even if that
means finding and shit person...and fucking them
constantly (least then their mouths
will be busy with something other than rambling on
and bad mouthiny you..but if someone does just fuck
and bad mouth...um yea thats kinda dirty...no
offence but thats mi opinion...)
Anyways before i indulge in further and deeper
ramblings in the
topic i better change it...
So, yes..o Christmas is just around the corner
which signify's the coming of the end of the
semester...which may signify the possibility of
me moving in with mi gp's (go team me....and
to those whom dont like me...ill send u a invite where
you can all get together and
party coz im leaving...sound fun? ooooooooo we can
even have a
Donna bashing...WOOT WOOT lol..)
But yes Christ mas is nearing...and i still havent
found a job to
get money so i can get ppls Christmas gifts...:(
im sorry ppl
Hmmmm...though i do wonder what i'll be getting...........*thinks*
EEEKK Hunters B-Day on is on December 3rd and i
dont know what to
get him...its hard and sad, i mean ive known him
almost my whole
life and stuff but i cant shop for him?? how sad..
Emily..wanna go shopping with me??? lol
To further the upcoming events, friday is semi
AND Hunters bday,
the 8th is the X-Mas concert at school, and the
15th is the day i
go to toronto with the school to see Cats-the
musical...GO TEAM ME!!
lol
Also i have recently discovered that Jenny is mi
"alter-ego" lol...
fun stuff lol
and that i have a date with Julie lmao...haha so who
was bringing
what again lol
My workload at school has been growing but thats
what you guess
when u miss (skip half of that time) 3 weeks of
school and now ur trying to get good grades...hard
work but in the end it'll be worth it...
Im tired and Jenny keeps telling me to go to bed...
hmmm should i
go to bed..??
Actually im forgetting ,ost of what i wanna say so
yea i think im might, just after i finish up...*nods*
yup yup
So yea i should be updating more frequently..OMG I
THINK IM GETTING INTERNET IN MI ROOM!!!!! SOOOOOOOOOO
TOTALLY FRICKEN AWSOME!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyways im gonna go coz i have to get up early tomorrow,
Im coming
home for anyone who actaully cares lol jk jk...but i am
coming back home coz its sunday and school is monday lol
But i leave with a question..........How do you tell
someone your sorry? And that you broke a promise for
them that you can never
replace for certain reason's? BUt you cant apologize
to this
person coz of certain "boundary's" pertaining the main
cause of
it all, and you wont cross those "boundaries" out of
respect?
just something i wanna knoe...please any ideas would
be another
step up the ladder for me...
but im off...so please give me any ideas so i can be
on my merry
way lol
xox Toodlez and Adieu Hun xox
Lotsa Love All
*Hu9 Hu9 K!$$ K!$$*
PRANCER/T-SPOON/T!C T0K
'SSDD'
ps; btw does anyone knoe how m&m's and smarties get the "perfect"
candi sheel around the chocolate...or better yet the choclate inside the candi shell...? lol just a thought
ramblings in the
topic i better change it...
So, yes..o Christmas is just around the corner
which signify's the coming of the end of the
semester...which may signify the possibility of
me moving in with mi gp's (go team me....and
to those whom dont like me...ill send u a invite where
you can all get together and
party coz im leaving...sound fun? ooooooooo we can
even have a
Donna bashing...WOOT WOOT lol..)
But yes Christ mas is nearing...and i still havent
found a job to
get money so i can get ppls Christmas gifts...:(
im sorry ppl
Hmmmm...though i do wonder what i'll be getting...........*thinks*
EEEKK Hunters B-Day on is on December 3rd and i
dont know what to
get him...its hard and sad, i mean ive known him
almost my whole
life and stuff but i cant shop for him?? how sad..
Emily..wanna go shopping with me??? lol
To further the upcoming events, friday is semi
AND Hunters bday,
the 8th is the X-Mas concert at school, and the
15th is the day i
go to toronto with the school to see Cats-the
musical...GO TEAM ME!!
lol
Also i have recently discovered that Jenny is mi
"alter-ego" lol...
fun stuff lol
and that i have a date with Julie lmao...haha so who
was bringing
what again lol
My workload at school has been growing but thats
what you guess
when u miss (skip half of that time) 3 weeks of
school and now ur trying to get good grades...hard
work but in the end it'll be worth it...
Im tired and Jenny keeps telling me to go to bed...
hmmm should i
go to bed..??
Actually im forgetting ,ost of what i wanna say so
yea i think im might, just after i finish up...*nods*
yup yup
So yea i should be updating more frequently..OMG I
THINK IM GETTING INTERNET IN MI ROOM!!!!! SOOOOOOOOOO
TOTALLY FRICKEN AWSOME!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyways im gonna go coz i have to get up early tomorrow,
Im coming
home for anyone who actaully cares lol jk jk...but i am
coming back home coz its sunday and school is monday lol
But i leave with a question..........How do you tell
someone your sorry? And that you broke a promise for
them that you can never
replace for certain reason's? BUt you cant apologize
to this
person coz of certain "boundary's" pertaining the main
cause of
it all, and you wont cross those "boundaries" out of
respect?
just something i wanna knoe...please any ideas would
be another
step up the ladder for me...
but im off...so please give me any ideas so i can be
on my merry
way lol
xox Toodlez and Adieu Hun xox
Lotsa Love All
*Hu9 Hu9 K!$$ K!$$*
PRANCER/T-SPOON/T!C T0K
'SSDD'
ps; btw does anyone knoe how m&m's and smarties get the "perfect"
candi sheel around the chocolate...or better yet the choclate inside the candi shell...? lol just a thought